Going to search for a place for moms and I to stay, she’s got me looking up some far places. I’m gonna try my best to stay rooted around LBC. At least for the time being, I just need to find a spot for us or probably mom, aunty, uncle, and myself despite wanting to separate due to indifferences, but if the house can be a reasonable size, I’m sure things will simmer down or something.
This is stressing me out now because I thought I’d be having some decent income now, but that was a fail. I just wanted a steady income to help out my mom but I’m living paycheck to paycheck and it’s coming down on my hard with these shitty 2 days a week and no call backs from places I’ve applied to. I’m jealous that I haven’t even been able to hit 1K. To be honest, I thought I’d be all set and happy, but NO.
SOMEONE ELSE FUCKING HIRE MY POOR ASS! I DON’T WANT TO ASK MY MOM OR GF FOR MONEY WHEN I’VE GOT MY OWN SHITTY JOB! I FEEL SO ASHAMED, I NEVER WANTED TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM IN MY OWN PERSONAL FINANCES, I WANTED TO BE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND THE PEOPLE I CARED ABOUT. =(
OH! AND ANOTHER THING! FUCK PAYING FOR PARKING WHERE YOU WORK, THATS THE UTMOST STUPIDEST FUCKING IDEA! JUST TAKING MONEY OUT OF MY ACCOUNT JUST TO WORK FOR YOUR SHIT?! THAT’S JUST IN GENERAL, FUCKING DIRTY CITIES/AREAS.
We’re right back at it again.
Once more happiness has been restored in my life and I’m ready to break off the old shell and try new things to become something better.
Someone who is constantly showing their affection & appreciation towards you. I’m to be the person you see in me and adding on to whoever I myself can be achieved.
We can both do this, together.
I always get this nervous feeling when I’m about to see you. Something relatable to butterflies.
Welp here goes nothing, gonna try something different today and we’ll see how it goes.
Although it felt like a short visit, that pinky hold felt like forever.
I’m down for moving things along slowly, as long as I’m able to make my way towards you. It was also good seeing baby girl clawing my face off as well, she big -___-
One step at a time. It just feels so right to me.
I hope the visit doesn’t cause anything to be weird, awkward or such. But I’d def like to do that again soon, wading in slow.
Almost got off on Willow on my way home tonight/
I really do miss the warm welcome home party from my girls after a long day of work and snuggling up on the couch
Suddenly the nights seem colder than usual.
THAT WAS THE MOST DISGUSTING SHIT I’VE SEEN UNDER THIS ROOF.
Okay, no more going in for food that’s left on the counter anymore. I forget that food safety kinda flies over heads when it comes to filipinos.
There was a box of Church’s chicken on the counter and I thought I’d snack a bit since babe said she was gonna be home a little later. I open it, seems fine then I lift one of the pieces up a little bit then I see like these worm-like maggots crawling and shit, most likely maggots from flies and all.
FUUUUUUUUCK, just remembering it brings shivers down my spine and a cold feeling in my body.
I don’t know why it’s so hard to put things away in the fridge or keep it somewhere safe so that it won’t be contaminated. I’m just still in shock and I almost came close to eating it before tonight. Who knows how long that shit was sitting there for!
NO MORE. No more eating food that’s left on the counter if:
1) I don’t know how long it’s been out for
2) Fresh off the stove/oven within 10 minutes
3) Pretty much when it’s in the Time/Temperature Danger Zone, gotta be strict with the food rules. NO EXCEPTIONS AFTER WHAT I SAW.
wow. this nigga’s throwing up cuz you forced food and water down him.
Maybe you should just let him eat and figure out when he’s probably done eating so he doesn’t throw up don’t ya think?
Throwing up around the house n shit. xP
I forgot JoJo isn’t at work and probably not headed home anytime soon, so I had to drop off Rudy at his place. I forget mom gets home at 11 (and it’s like 11 something), so i hauled ass to drop him off, hop on the 710 to get back and I think she’s here for about a few minutes?
I straight up lie about some shit Jon does while I’m in the “bathroom”. I ain’t bout to tell her about a guy, her husband hired to watch Jon while everyone else is away, she gonna have a heart attack.
I don’t see why this fool just can’t be straight up with people, it’s exhausting to be playing along with his whack tactics. I’m over this situation, I wanna pull the plug and shit on this operation.
For the record, if his old dude lives further away from my house, THAT SHIT IS FAR. Not far my ass, you’re trippin.
I don’t think you understand the shit you’re putting on people. I’m over this day.
It’s sad I get a call to spend my free time coming back to “check up on the house because jon is too much for him”? Nah fuck that noise. ALL THIS SHIT, IT’S ON YOU DUDE.
YOUR DECISION. YOUR CONSEQUENCE. YOUR PROBLEM.
THREE TIMES TODAY! THREE FUCKING TIMES I HAD TO BE ON THIS SHIT. (Sorry babe, you’re probably gonna read a lot, but as long as I get this shit down on here the better i feel, more calm).
I’m sorry if you get riled up from the next posts too =/
When school starts I think I’m gonna try to be around here less.
School + Work = Stress, don’t need any extra stress from this asshole. Like I always tell babe, If it weren’t for her I’d hardly be around him. Someone else needs to step up and be responsible for their kid, it’s not the siblings responsibility, I don’t care how hard it sounds, it’s just not. It was your decision to have him so you’ve got to man up to him rather than dump him on other people.
I sound fucked up, but in the long run someone’s gonna ask, “What are we gonna do about him?” and you know what the response will be:
"uh….we’ll figure something out."
I honestly would like to plan ahead in life, but things don’t exactly always pan out so it’s the decisions that are made now that reflect into the future, yes?
I’m ranting so hard right now. I know nothing is going to happen, except he’s gonna get dumped on someone besides two hypocritical parents who always say he needs 24/7 surveillance. People are always going to be in/out of this house and then what?
I’m sick of the fact that it’s like jonjon is not an easy task to deal with. There’s no exact remedy to this behavioral issues: At some point, I fear he’ll bite the hands that feed him (once again) and he’ll just act all sorts of stupid. To be honest, I don’t want that kind of behavior around my future family, he’d be fine is all he did was chill and made minimal damage but that’s not how the world works.
He’s my take on different scenarios:
1) Hire a babysitter:
Yeah, this is already turning out to be cake. He’ll walk all over them and do what he wants while his caretaker freaks out and will eventually get hurt somehow in someway.
2) Have someone in the house watch him:
Yeah that’s an even outcome. People in this house, besides his parents whom are aging as well, do NOT want to take him out the house nor be in the house with him. He’s too much of a handful and acting out when he feels like it. We’d have to rough him up to make sure he sits down and just stays there.
3) Have him in another house/facility:
DAMAGES. INJURIES. Enough said.
Those are basically my ideas of what would/will happen. It’s just hard to be around him, he needs constant attention like a big ass baby and it’s just too much for the body/mind to get heated over. Not to mention the possibility that the person/people will lose it and cause him harm.
I honestly don’t know what to suggest to do with this guy. It’s just so frustrating.
needs to be resolved NOW.
This assclown has been a dick to the guy who is watching him, out of his free will and voluntarily. I honestly do NOT think he knew what he was getting into; I don’t think his dad told him nigga can be aggressive as shit, destructive, & strongly disobedient.
I strongly believe his parents are the ones who should watch him. It’s harsh, but their kids are growing up, moving on with their lives, going to school and working towards their future, while this couch potato head isn’t advancing PERIOD. I don’t get why his dad can’t work at night and his mom (& retire from one job already btw!) during the day.
You honestly can’t expect a stranger, not to mention an old guy, to restrain him when he acts up! YOU JUST CAN’T! His dad is waaaaay too stubborn to think that jonjon is a “god boy”, he’s a mega douche that will do whatever he pleases because he doesn’t care how much repair needs to be done, not to mention the injuries that he can cause to people walking into this house! LAWSUITS MAN FREAKIN LAWSUITS! They’re probably too nice to do that seeing how “special” this kid is, but their pain can’t be undone.
I am so so so tired of him being so damn naive towards his son when he hears the stories about what happens when either parents are around to discipline him. I really want to whip his ass into shape so he will listen.
I haven’t know him very long, but I do know that he will take advantage of those who don’t know him. It’s sad to see/hear what he does to these people. No one deserves his bullying. I’m at the point where I’m shaking because I just want to yell and beat him into discipline. I can’t show my stress and frustration in front of this old guy, it just won’t look good.
I hate this egghead’s logic. I can’t stand him anymore, his shit is ridiculous, he’s just too stressful to be around. Day’s off ARE NOT relaxing when I’m around him. I always have to worry, get stressed, and get mad because he’s such a douche when he acts up.
I want to get him away from myself and babe soon, I want her out of this mad house and away from this fool.
Simply put, fuck this guy.